Thursday, November 10, 2005


i've just noticed that all my recent posts are all bitching about something. this has got to stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! life is pretty good, i have m&ms and michael's singing. what more could i ask for? don't answer that.


it's 5:15 am and i have yet to go to bed much less sleep. one of those fucking days. oh i allowed to say fuck here? whatever...sue me. i'm listening to my dead rocker singing and he inspires me. weird that a dead man has such a hold on me. i need to read some of sylvia browne's books and see if i can make contact with him. wouldn't that be a hoot. would probably scare color back into my hair. and that might be a good thing. brin, you need to listen to "the stairs". such a pretty song. it's gonna be a longggggggggggggggggggggggg day. oh, did i mention i added a 1000.00 plus check instead of subtracting it? talk about a major fuck up...geeezeeee i have got to get a grip. those kind of errors are costly. hopefully i'll get to the bank before the checks do. is it friday night yet? i'm ready for the weekend. it's been hot this week..upper 70s and 80s and tomorrow night it's suppose to get into the 30's. how novel. we may yet see winter weather. ok i'm outta here because my mood is getting worse and that means my mouth will get nastier. hehehe

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

it's a cruel world

i found out my address doesn't exist. i've lived here for 30 some years and yes the address changed a few years ago due to EMS and fire. But to find out my address doesn't exist is well...baffling. Fed-Ex said we don't have a valid address. If that's the case, why do I keep getting bills in the mail??????? Why is UPS able to find me????????? Something's doing something and it's scaring me. Fed Ex finally found me today. Now I can return that damn stone which, btw, looked like shit. I'm gonna email Hal and let him know my address doesn't exist. No doubt he'll get a hoot out of this. me, now I'd like to kick someone's ass but i'm more aggressive. Do you suppose it's my meds? Maybe I need to increase them.....that axe sure looks like fun....or the chainsaw.....or maybe the drill....decisions decisions decisions. what's a girl to do???????????

Another day in the life of me

Hideeho world. Life is good. I'm still fantasizing about the dead rocker which means I'm one sick cookie but what the hell. My colonoscopy was normal this time and I don't go back for THAT for another 2 years which is damned great!!!!!! Now I'm in a twit over a stone (and no not a rolling stone). My birthstone is Alexandrite. I never realized how expensive the real deal is. My mission is to obtain one somehow (looking out in cyberland for a victim). Ok so no one wants to pay for it. FINE!!!!!!!! I will do it myself. My brother and his family from CA will be here for thanksgiving as will my brother and his wife in NC. I'll be cooking and I have to say I'm looking forward to it since last year at Thanksgiving I was recouping from colon surgery. What a difference a year can make. I have alot to be thankful for and believe me, I am. In the meantime for all you who read this, have a blessed Thanksgiving and spend time with your loved ones. Tata for now.